Yes… I have started writing again! I think… I mean I seem to remember saying at least twice now that I would be back to regular writing but… you know, it’s me. Procrastination is what I seem to do best.
Well, this time I really am going to write constantly. Partially because I have so much I want to talk about, so much I’ve been meaning to write about, but mostly cause I just found this awesome new theme, and I would hate to put it to waste.
Now, a quick trip down memory lane… Does anyone remember a post about cycles? Or was it wheels… I really can’t remember. Maybe it was both. Maybe I was talking about my new BMX, but I’m pretty sure it was something a little more significant… well guess what happened again? Yeah… a few times… just like I said, a circle. Cycle. Wheel. Whatever. A something that keeps turning and ending up at the same point.
And does anyone remember my new year’s resolution? Yeah… neither do I. I suppose I could just scroll down and look it up, I know I posted it somewhere down there but… I have a feeling that it would ruin the whole point of it. That I have to remember it myself for it to mean something. That… and I just really can’t be bothered looking through all my posts to find it.
So… back to the now. Lots of interesting things happened recently. Take today for example. Do you ever feel like you are just… wasting your time with something? Or someone? That you try so hard to be the best person you can, and you are never appreciated? Now I’m not saying that is me… I’ll be the first to admit I can be a total jerk sometimes. Not the point. I think if anyone puts effort into changing themselves, into trying to make the best of a broken situation, they should be appreciated, no matter if they are successful or not.
I think one of the worst things possible is to be unappreciated. All that effort… wasted. You end up feeling like you don’t matter, like whatever you do, it just isn’t enough and you should just… give up.
Hmm… not quite the cheery, welcome back post I was hoping for, but I suppose there will be time for that later. You know, if I actually end up writing again…
